Thursday, September 1, 2011
Things are good. I came really close to throwing up at work today. The week has been a little stressful... better now but I really need to actively decompress. The past couple nights I feel so antsy even though I'm exhausted. I noticed something cool today in the shower... my scars from my lap surgery last Dec. used to be reminders of bad stuff I was dealing with. Now they just sit off to the side and under my belly, and a little one inside my belly button which is getting more prominent now that my stomach is expanding. It's just nice to know all the work led to something. I also received my first onesies at work today. I got excited when I saw them. Nice to not have negative reactions to adorable things.