Saturday, October 8, 2011
forced "me" time
Well, I can't find the remote. I tossed the couch. I looked all over the house in case C maybe absent mindedly left it somewhere. I had a few seconds of panic. I called C who is at work and left a VM. Debated paging him (something reserved for emergencies)... but then decided it's a sign. I've been so busy on the weekends... I decided to take advantage of this quiet time to clean a little, then sit down with Pandora and get more online baby research stuff done. Maybe do a little black boot shopping.
So far... it's awesome.
I'm feeling great right now. Almost 22 weeks. I haven't felt much if any movement but I'll wait a few more weeks before I get concerned. Right now I just feel antsy waiting for that to happen. But all is well.
My vivid pregnancy dreams have turned a little nightmarish this week. One night I dreamt my sister died and I held her in my arms saying goodbye while she bled out.... one night I dreamed I lost the baby and was insanely angry at everyone I came across... last night I dreamt a girl I barely know from high school (but I know from facebook is about the same amount preg as I am) I dreamt she lost her baby and I was trying to find a way to comfort her. Not awesome. Maybe the new mattress will fix these. Am I putting to much in the new mattress basket?