so dumb

Until today, I was not feeling hopeful.  My body is still coming off OHSS and it can take a couple weeks to get back to normal.  So after a full morning of stuff -- I couldn't keep my eyes open and I crashed for an hour.  Woke up to my alarm and really had trouble getting up.  My appetite is now back (because it went away during OHSS).  I logically know my body is so jacked up from the actual cycle that it is 100% a waste of time to read into anything.  But there was definitely a shift where now I'm feeling more eager for my beta.  Great.