The positives of my situation are:
holy shit -- I'm pregnant. That in itself is still a miracle.
I'm not hospitalized -- in the comfort of my house
I'm further along than I could've been with this issue. 25 weeks is scary but close to where it'll be okay
though I feel horribly guilty letting people down at work, I'm so lucky to have a job situation where I won't be fired for it
my husband is doing everything he can for me
my friends are really coming through for me
and this is temporary.