Monday, June 21, 2010
What did you do on your summer break?
Aside from that, today was actually refreshing. Work kept my mind occupied. I felt like there are actually other parts to me than just my IF. Still, it is unsettling to have nothing planned right now. No appt. to look forward to... no timeline. Just waiting for my RE to come back from his perfectly timed vacation to help me decide what my next step is. Maybe it's a good thing to not spend my first day back at work on the phone with my doc. Of course I came home to see my latest bank statement where we paid off our IF bills... it made me gulp. I knew it was coming but wow, it's still shocking. At least we went for the back up plan and our 2nd IVF is already paid for (if teh FETs don't work). I was hoping that money would have been a waste of a gamble because we'd already be preggo.
Yes, IF costs a ton of $. Yes, IF taints (ha - I said taint) every day. But today was still a pretty good day.