Monday, May 2, 2011
feeling good about the next few weeks
One would think after the last disastrous fresh cycle, I'd be a little more reserved with my optimism. I learned that I'm even more of an unusual patient than I thought I was and apparently even basic things can go very wrong for me. So... shouldn't I be more nervous? I am... but for some reason I don't feel quite as doom and gloom about it. Right now. At this second. It can change instantly. But something about the summer weather hitting, C having today off, birds chirping outside, cliche good stuff all around -- is just making me feel eager to get another chance.