Today started with a breakfast meeting where quite a bit of the conversation revolved around kids. We were scheduling a few meetings and I kept seeing days on my calendar that had stuff scheduled and I'd click on it for info and it would be my Beta or doc appts that no longer apply since my cycle was cancelled. Today was supposed to be my FET and though I wasn't upset when I woke up and drove to work, the kids stuff there that started my day just was not good for me.
I'm also busy to the point that I don't have time to process these feelings. I also am too busy to see my therapist now, which is probably not great. Not sure where it's all going.