day 8

getting over not having control of everything.  it's weird to me that I'm just having my first ultrasound tomorrow.  what if there's a cyst or something my RE should have seen a week ago?  I am trying to trust that he has a reason for everything.  So far when I've questioned him - he always has a reason.  But I'm trying to let all the tiny things that stick out for me as different from what I'm used to or less aggressive than I'm used to... I'm trying to let them go.  So - I'm very excited and nervous about tomorrow's appt.  Just hope I get the green light to start my stims and keep this cycle going.